Well time to say goodnight sir. You're gonna be pissed at me, but today I found a puppy. The thing is for just a moment I forgot that I want to die. When I was holding her, yes her, I even smiled like a real smile. I did think of you when naming her, her name is Princess Leia. I figured Obi or Kenobi was more of a boy dog name. I talked to you all day, and thought of you when running around with her.
I kind of lost my shit in the Walmart. I was doing ok for a change, had a few meltdowns in the morning when I got your phone back. After I watched your videos I was ok enough to leave the house. Then this afternoon, I went to Walmart. Mistake. Saw all the back to school stuff, and boys clothing and kind of lost it. I'm doing better now and will hopefully get some sleep.
Tomorrow, I think I am going to try building the Star Wars model I bought before I attempt the one you bought. Of course the one you bought looks way tougher, so I will experiment on mine first. I will let you know the outcome of that.
For now goodnight Goose "Goodnight Moose" See you in the morning "See you in the morning" I love you Goose "I love you Moose" Always, always? "Always, always.